Just Some Thoughts

  For whatever reason, I have been feeling really sad again.  On Monday, I started to think about how no one ever remembers who I am.  I don't leave an impression on any one.  I almost always remember people I meet, but no one ever remembers me.  When I was in high school, I got an award.  I noticed a couple of years ago, that there was a plaque of everyone that had received that award, and my name was not on it.  I suppose they put my friend's name on it, thinking we were the same person.  It really hurts.  I worked hard for that award, and no one even knows that I got it. 
  So, that got me thinking that when I die, no one will even know that I lived.  I will have no children to remember me.  Tomorrow, I will find out if I have endometriosis.  No better time than right before Mother's Day, right?